Currently, my system has a hard time with long days and the only way I get through them is by resting a LOT. Making sure I’m getting enough sleep, water, and food periodically. It’s quite the ordeal.

Something that if you know anything about my story, you know is that’s a daily (and basically lifelong) thing I’ve had to navigate through. So when I was thinking about how I wanted to work with TR and do his most intensive, most one on one, most transformative event I knew I would have to be much more physically stable in order to be able to handle that.

So, I told Tony and the Universe that TR was the next thing… privately working with him I should say. I’ve been a student of Tony’s teachings for close to a decade. He influences me and my education and the way I relate to other people big time. Huge teacher of mine. To have live time with him feels like the ultimate dream.

Last week while talking with my therapist/coach she mentioned that due to the fact I am a responder in my human design chart that it might be lucrative of me to start looking at manifestation differently. That due to my natural design, I’m the type of person who has the power to be open to receiving what I desire, whatever opportunities present themselves and then I trust myself and my abilities enough to respond to the things that show up in the best ways to serve ME and my needs.

That concept set me free.

Hearing him explain his doubts about the viritual experience was so relatable. I’ve gone through the same thing in my business, it all resonated very deeply. And then he talked about how the first virtual DWD went and that connected to me deeper, I immediately started to cry.

I have those same experiences with my clients virtually. The way the connection is similar but different in good ways actually. The ways that it can be just as powerful, and how it gives you a unique opportunity to connect with people in a place where they are more likely to open up even deeper… their home.

And then it hit me…..

Was there actually a real chance that I could attend DATE WITH DESTINY?

Wait—it’s in 41 days? Could I actually do that?

WAIT WAIT WAIT. I CAN DO THAT and with it being at home, I AM well enough to attend.
My body can handle that.

Yes, it will still be a challenge but I can make that work. I’ll pack food here. I’ll prepare the team for me to be completely gone. I’ll set up the house and my partner so that I don’t have to worry about anything else because being with Tony and the group, fueling my body, and staying open to change.

Could this actually be unfolding oh so fucking perfectly right in front on me?

Yes. I let myself be present with that moment and really see that YES that is what was happening and no, there was nothing to question, nothing to worry about, everything was figured out there for me.

Every fiber of my being screamed yes.
Tears rolling down my face.
I couldn’t believe it.

Hell, I still can’t believe it.

I’m in fucking awe.
I’m in awe of myself and I’m in awe of my power and I’m in awe of the support that the universe and God surround me with.

And I just feel like I needed to fully share with you the way that this unfolded. Take from the events what you will, but walk about with something positive because your life starts to become more of what you want, more of what you’re not really sure it can actually be when you start letting go and lean into trust.